"Well I wish I could of done things a lot differently , & handled things differently . Theirs not one day I don’t think about that .
I don’t know if I can talk about us , I don’t feel comfortable , just because you told me everything basically what’s going on between us .
I want to be successful & happy . But all I am here is stressed , my parents stress me out , I now finally got a good paying job , as a tumbling coach . I’m proud ❤
My age stops me from a lot of my goals , I wanna move away from my parents & just support myself. And for another side job, my dads Bestfriend owns a bar , so in 2 or so weeks , he’s going to teach me the world of bartending . I’m studying for my Pharmacy Tech license on my own, Soon about to take the test . Really Nervous , it’s hard .
Relationships , not looking . I don’t even want to fall in love again .
My life’s pretty boring , & stressful , I just wanna be happy again . I don’t know anyone really yet , so all I do is sleep away the day .
I smoke a lot of weed now , just because I wanna feel different . I always think about moving to Oklahoma , because I know everyone , I have people beside me every step of the way , but the. I think what’s their for ME . Nothing . ” the saddest thing I ever wrote .
The sun goes down, the stars come out and all that counts is here and now. My universe will never be the same.
I’m glad you came! <3